It's Impossible :')

Hi Guys. im back :') today is just the same as the back then. well. my bestfriend, luqman knows that i have a crush on my crush. then he tried to match us up but i know its impossible cause my crush is deeply in love with his girlfriend. i just dont get it. if he is deeply in love with his girlfriend. why would he like giving me hope ? that's the weird part. hm, im just so hurt right now. i want to forget about him but Najihah told me not to. she said if i have a bit patient waiting for him. i will get something bigger than that. im so hurt right now. even dalam kelas tadi izzah nangis sebab sedih sangat sangat. sakit sangat sangat hati nihh. rasa macam kene tikam dengan anak panah besi. hm, im just not suitable for him. isnt it ? hm, GOD please help me. im begging to you :') im soo hurt right now. bagilahh aku kekuatan untuk melalui cabaran yang ENGKAU berikan. hm, doakan izzah yang terbaik eh ? hm, thanks for reading :')